I feel really sad last nite.

This is the reason why. To begin with, i finished work round 830 p.m, then i went to Jo's place, just to say hi and give my digi-cam. Hmm, she was not in her usual self, in fact she was pretty snappy and grumphy. I have no idea what's wrong with her but she sort of made me really sad, coz in the end i felt chased out, unwanted n bla bla bla. I dunno...... probably just my too sensitive feeling kicking in again but well i did feel exteremely sad and heart-broken? hmm not sure if i used the rite word to describe my feeling. I am not even sure if i'm really sad coz of the fact that she sort of doesnt want me there or is it coz she doesnt want to tell me what's wrong or if i'm just overally upset coz she is that way. Hem talking about complicated, i think this is complicated.

Anyway, my Heavenly Father help me see things again, of course with the help of Asan, coz i talked to her about things that i cant put my finger on. I read the bible for the first time when i had problem, coz usually what i will do just slashed it out to ppl around me (those who know none about it), either that, or bottled them up before later on it all got spilled out and become a very nasty business. Yeah, i thank God for his generosity to answer me straight away like that, it's amazing if you think about it.

What today gonna bring, i have no idea, but i want ro surrender to My Lord so that i wont feel angry today.Gee......i definitely dont want to blow today, but i dunt really feel good this morning, i mean in terms of feeling etc. Ooo, i feel like craps......!!!!

I better end this depressing blog.